Sounds like purgatory.
paradiso
Philosophy and learning to accept what you cannot control. It's an everyday struggle, but overtime you can form new, more positive, habits. Setting attainable goals for yourself can be one way to help you along this path.
I had to pause for a second. Most high def emoji I've ever seen. Can't believe I just typed that.
While that negates the poke through factor, you are still wiping your anoos with fine sand paper.
I'm currently going through basically the exact same experience you're having. It wasn't easy, and only you know your situation, but I simply removed the group/persons from my life. I've been much healthier mentally since doing so. It hasn't been easy but I highly recommend if you're unable to resolve these issues by talking them out. Some people are just stuck in a childish mentality and it's not your responsibility to work around/try to fix them. Sometimes it's best to just move on.
True, too bad reddit is a bot driven platform now.
If you don't mind me asking, what kind of work? That sounds interesting.
Just uninstalled earlier this week after years of sinking time into it. I watched the wiggle video and with the current developer drama, I'm fucking done. The game is simply INFESTED with cheaters.