Started by going through the official system, went diy after they went from treating me bad to horrible. And it honestly gave me a lot of confidence to not feel like I depend on those assholes anymore, even if I go back later. It still broke me a bit that I no longer trust doctors.
Maybe you can get a new assessment with a different doctor, if you still want that?
If you can afford it, it sounds like going to a therapist to unravel your feelings and possible trauma could be worth it. A good one will not tell you if you are trans, just help you along the way. If you can't then some lgbt groups offer help to questioning people too.
You don't have to rush it just because the vial might expire. Do it on your own time, experiment with other things (thought experiments, clothes...) if jumping to hormones is too much. Remember that it's not a magic juice that instantly turns you girly, you can always stop if you feel weird on it.
Also, do you trust her this much? I'm a trans woman on DIY but I'm getting mine from a source I've seen other buy from and talk good about. You also need to spend some time researching doses and what blood tests to do first too.
I kinda wonder og there's a translation issue in the title because it looks kinda absurd, in a if it wasn't sad it would be kinda funny way?
Hey lets invent 14 new gender identitets 😎
Here's one without trackers that work in a browser https://ftvt.fiona.onl/
I helped a bit making the recording part 🤓
My mom suggested it. I thought it was the most stupid name suggestion so far, but smiled and nodded because I was happy that we were having a genuine talk about my transition without the negativity that we would often end up with.
After a few months I realized that I kinda love it and, as you say, nothing really clicked the same way. It's been about 2 years since I legally changed it and I still get a warm feeling when people use it :)
Also, nothing weird about the name Eva! If it feels weird to tell people how you came up with it, you are allowed to not mention that the idea came from a TV show.
At least one danish politician used his parliament email address to purchase stuff from them.
Went to local lgbt groups trans meeting for the first time. Was pretty cool, but crap i'm not used to that level of socializing.
I also got angry enough at my doctor prescribing hrt to look for alternatives. Feels empowering in a way that it shouldn't do.
There's cis men who do Lazer hair removal, but depending on your body it's not as effective as others t suppressed.
I think what has worked best for me was getting to know some of the things to do that makes the voice more feminine, and then spend a lot of time doing the things while recording myself so I can immediately hear if I did it right and what happens if I combine them.
It kinda sucks that it requires actually listening to the voice tho 🥲
Keep fighting, but be patient as well ❤️
Uggh, those standards are so bad. I hope you are somewhat comfortable with your current setup.