internalized transphobia does hit comrade but you are a girl 
We wouldn't call a cis woman any less of a woman if she never had that past of being subjected to the violence of patriarchy, and that aside, as a trans woman you have suffered the violence of the patriarchy in a way unique to womanhood. The thing that makes you a woman is that you are your truest self when you confidently align with womanhood, and however you choose to align with womanhood, you are your fullest, happiest, most authentic, and most alive self when doing so, even if you feel like you don't have your bearings quite yet and you're on unfamiliar ground for a bit.
You're literally so valid and I have so much love for you and if you aren't in touch with what it takes for you to feel that in your heart yet then I hope me feeling that you're valid is enough for the both of us 
I can't believe this is happening. There was no possible way to have seen this coming from a man who cosplays as "General AnCap". I'm just beyond floored that this man could do something bad to an economy.