Nuklia

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Night Witches by Sabaton

I've listened to it 911 times since March

from ~1 year ago I got the the same thing

Every single person.

I think they were adding that anyone who has starved under these regimes should be counted in the needless deaths alongside the genocides

Understanding maths and remembering things in school, just don't ask me what you told me a second ago because it's already out my head.

I was not saying that spending time with my dog was meaningless

Sorry, I'm a bit stupid.

just that I prioritized my work, indirectly issuing "less" meaning to the time I spent with him.

I understand how sometimes we can't realise how much we'll regret something until afterwards.

Thank you for this, I think it's now more about trying to become fulfilled in whatever position you are in life and trying to make the best out of our lives.

Although, as you said, there isn't a right way to live, but I personally think that we should strive for improving what we can, with the little power over the world we are given and to avoid hurting and making other people's lives worse.

I already regret not doing the "meaningless" things I thought were a waste of time, like spending more time with my now deceased dog. I took for granted that he was alive, and never really spent nearly as much time as I wish I did, thinking that an hour of work was more important.

The thing is, I don't think spending time with loved ones (your dog for example) is meaningless, infact I think it's very meaningful.

Since reading some other comments, I don't know what is meaningless anymore, I now think that you could find meaning in everything if you looked.

I think rephrasing the original would do better, it should probably be about living a fulfilling life without harming others and not ignoring good opportunities because you think you should wait until the perfect time that'll never come.

However this ignores unavoidable pain that we all get in some way or another, in your case mental health, so I'm still not sure what would be a good way to live, as we aren't always in a decent enough position to take up the kind of opportunities I said earlier.