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[โ€“] iambellabear@lemmy.world 23 points 1 year ago* (last edited 1 year ago) (6 children)

i probably sound dumb but i think i'm an alcoholic. i refuse to stop drinking unless i'm blacked out. i won't drink unless i'm blacking out. i've also had to go to the hospital for throwing up blood. i also occasionally have to call out of work. i just turned 24 two days ago and prior to 2022, i never ever drank. 2022 was an awful year for me and so i said "fuck it" and went all out.

i guess i'm "clean" during the week, idk

[โ€“] RocksForBrains@lemm.ee 6 points 1 year ago* (last edited 1 year ago)

I've been there before.

Gotta get help. Gotta get therapy. Alcohol does have a strong physical/chemical dependency that forms on long term abuse, however the source of what drives you to abuse chemicals is always something deeper.

Get the help. It's worth it not to feel paper thin.

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